dream and heart breaking

i was okay before i miss you.
i dont know but,
this feeling just coming through accidentally and i just realise how much i still love you in some few days of my life.
then you're coming into my dream with somebody else.
really?
you did  nothing in real life but still wanna break my heart in my dream ?
hhhhhh
plus,
i will not forget to tell my online diary that i just miss someone else too.
someone who've been gone along ago in my life.
hahahaha.
i've dreamed of him about twice in this week i think.
ummm, i just miss everyone who had been gone from my life rn.
it doesn't make any sense seeing your heart breaking bcs u miss someone through ur dreams lol.
and...
sometimes i wish i had a difficult life so i just need to worrying myself all day long + no have enough time to worrying someone who i missed.