fucking nothin

You have no idea how does it feel — feeling nothing and still alive
When you have to stick with all ur friends that dont match with u in a few things
When u got nobody else to tell ur story about
When u have to sleep in an uncomfortable ty bed
Meeting someone who is self center is not a good idea
But u need them to fill yours
To fill what someone else need to feel
To distract ur overthink thoughts in the middle of the night
To tell u that u still have a friend even it doesnt fit with u at all

It sucks when u have to pretend that everything is okay when it's not
U have to be someone else when u not in a mood to do that
Its sucks
Im broke
I feel nothin
and no one can fix it
i dont know where am i belongs to
i dont know which are my friends
everything just dont fit with me sometimes
i dont know who am i
i dont know me
and i cant help maself either.