what if i lost you?

what if i lost you?

once again,
i asked myself

what if i lost you?

i can't make everything stay with me

and,
i just confused
how to not to be sad.
how to be happy.
with every single little things that we did

what if i lost you?
would u be sad just like me ?
will u runaway and look for someone else to replace me?
or..
or.....
or.......
or ??????

and all negative things come up into my mind while i'm writing this shit

tell me
i don't wanna leave or left.