i don't feel good tonight

i don't feel good tonight.
not even another night.
i don't wanna be here
or there.
i just wanna sleep alone and crying over the night
i was just so sad without any specific reason hhh
i feel so mad to myself to made my life like this.
whats my fault.
who's there??
who's in me??
who am i ??
but who cares?
miserable
and pathetic all the time
i don't ask for help.
i just myself and that's all.
happy crying, all.

22/1/18