advice

i think i need to go to physicology.
yea just go then.

you always answer all of my questions with yes. just yes? that's all?
so what am i supposed to do??
idk hhhhh

life is gettin complicated when u start to love someone more than u love urself
when u start to give a hope to someone more than urself
life is full of tears when there's noone beside u continuously while everyone is just passing out into ur life differently.

friends, crush, ex, they all dead. my mom is to busy to care bout myself.
i used to be care on myself but i cant hold on my tears everytime i try to give some advice to myself.
i hug my doll everytime i need a  hug.
my friends leave me when we used to be a teamate.
i can't find anywhere which belongs to myself.
i love someone but he didn't care on me , not at all.
he stalks some girl which maybe just more important than myself when all i do is just mute my friends snapgram bcs i was to sad to see their happy story.
my boarding friends never ever wanna talk to me and i dont even know why.
i got no friends, not here, not everywhere.

everyone care on their selves but not me.
maybe i just can't see the brighter life, not anymore.

it hurts
it hurts
it hurts.
im just gonna cry over myself til the night became the noon and the morning became the night.

so i think, it's better to be alone and having hope to noone than have some hopes to someone when actually noone give a fuck on u.

with sad and regret.
TT